Tuesday, August 19, 2008
i wanna hold your hand at 2:15 AM
0 audiences watched us take the first step
A wave, a glance, by fate or chance? You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry. My only wish is not to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone. I'm stuck in a very bad dream. I'm in fear and tears, the dream is about you. I prayed to god that you would wake me up from this endless nightmare, but i know my prayers would be in vain. Every minute my heart sank deeper. My heart feel so pain. So painful that no words can describe it. Every step i took feel so heavy. Everything around me suddenly seem so vague and unfamiliar. Short corridors looked so long to me. Morning don't look so beautiful as it seems anymore. And I'm starting to love raining days. I really wished that you wouldn't go back to him, but i know I have no rights, nor have you any obligation towards me. I have to hide behind a mask and put on a fake smile so that I would go unnoticed. And now I'm sitting all alone, fragile and cold. It's getting harder every moment. I'm left with nothing in the end.
